may 28th, 08

last fri went down to kl. my purpose of going to my aunt's hse was to help her pack her stuff n tidy up her flat since she'll be moving soon. manatau ..... the next day, which is sat, i kena fever ! not again .... ?! ~ ish. and the fever dragged till mon only i recovered. wth la. still having flu somemore. really stupiak. this fever thingy is driving me insane. instead of going shopping n helping my aunt out, she n my mum had to take care of me pula. aha. it's like a trip down to her house to be hospitalised n then discharged on tue (yst, may 27th). apala. im beginning to thk that this fever viruses are increasing in number since suwei said he had fever too. aha. and he exercised alot wan wor. aih aih aih ~ hehe.

my aunt dragged me to church on that sunday. went to wisma fga kl at jalan kuchai. it's really huge. i got a chance to snap a few pics. my bro was amazed to see the main sanctuary. it's similar to a cinema la.
the guest pastor (Ptr Eric Fung) preached about the 4 ingredients to be a good christian. i really admire the way he preached. so much humor n very very clear pronunciations. it was so interesting. or else, i will be half asleep through the service since i was still sick that day.

these are the 4 ingredients he mentioned :

• Sincerity
  
• Respect


• Gentle


• Peaceful spirit

to me, sincerity n respect are the most crucial ones lo... even in a friendship, one has to be sincere and not to find benefits from someone. it's with sincerity that people are able to put their trust on u.

and for respect, he elaborated about respects for the lower-class people and not to the upper-class people. well, it's true. sometimes, in a big church like fga, u can see these kind of people when u walk around. the rich people's wives will wear sampai... aiyO... with all the gold or big big pearls around their lonnggg necks to show off. i mean, common la, this is church, where u come n worship god. who cares about ur dressings. in the bible did state that the more wealth u have, the narrower the door is to heaven. it's not that god disallows us to be rich, but it's the way u treat ur wealth.

anyway, i was glad i went that morning though bit dizZzyy. hehe. and oh, suddenly a black negro man sat beside me after the worship part. haiyo, he was like a giant la n makes me feel like a dwarf standing beside him. however, he smells good le. hehe. but i dont get it why he was wearing a sunglass throughout the whole service. weird lo.

then at home (aunt's place), since i was sick, so i had to stay at home n ZzZz most of the time there. every night before going to bed, my bro n i will watch 2 episodes of Friends i brought along. luckily i brought some dvds... to kill my time at home =(

may 28th, 08

got nothing to do. so thought of posting this lil kiddo's pics. my dad's fren's lil son. they came to my house last week. and he looks really cute la... hehe. with his big big bulat bulat stomach. he keeps rubbing his stomach. tried many times to take his pics but couldnt. this lil kiddo just won sit still.

may 8th, 08

sat for my last paper on tue, may 6th. then lepak lepak around in my hostel. wanted to hang out for awhile after exams, so waited for one of my closest frens in uni. she's a law student. nama is Ong Wen Li. a law student will always be different in some ways. dont thk that they are always serious people. they can be fun too. hehe.

we went to mid valley since we only have 4 hours to lepak, including the travelling time.
i thk i only spent about rm 50 that day. haha. very happy with that. these are the few items i bought.

rm 8.90 X 2 = rm 17. 80

(for both mother's + father's day)

rm 10. 00 for lunch

( just a bowl of wantan mee ! crazily expensive ! )

rm 4.00 earrings for my roomate's birthday
( so ngam, she bought a rm 4 cake for my bday too!)

rm 6.90 , earrings for myself

rm 4.80 , hajime kindaichi comic

tried this really nice black mini skirt for only rm 10 !~ but it's tOo0 short ! so didnt buy [chrissie, ill wear the one i hav when we go out for the next outing (= ]

then we saw this shop. there's also one in gurney plaza. long time ago, i know. we tried to take the pics with my name on me. =) tOo free huh ?

.

left pic : wenLi ..... right pic : i thk her name is Hui Ching

by the way, can see my red pencil box turned lil handbag for outing ? hehe. it's so worth it. rm 10 nia i can do so much with it.

and i dont know what crabtree is. thk it's a tree that feeds crab ? dont know what is the connection between crabtree and evelyn la.

may 21th 08

stuck in between.

human just won stop quarreling. i don mind if the both of u quarrel, but it hurts when i have to witness the quarreling. it feels so bad. im just stuck in between. obviously i cant take sides. well, i took sides before, n it ended up pretty bad. so, i decided not to voice up on anything now. at times just feel tired of it.

aih... what's there to do ? i might be going down to kuala lumpur this weekend. feel like a runaway gurl again. haha. thats my email add. hehe. well, it does represents me.
not sure when ill be back. hope the mess will settle by itself. nah, it would ve been settled years ago if it can be settled. toleration is important. haiyah, but if boleh tolerate then wont bergaduh ady la.

sigh ** dont know when this is gonna end.

may 16th, 08

Thank yOus for prayers

wanna post this to thank : WaiChing, MingPei, YongYing, my cell group frens, Carine, Jenny, Aunt Emerine for their prayers. Praise the Lord im fine. =D

and apart from that, i found out that : my blood group type is O. aiyO.. haha.

decided to elaborate a lil more:

few days after i came home, i went to see a dentist. wanted to do scaling cos my gums always bleed. the doc only cleaned the lower part of my teeth cos he was scared of the massive bleeding when he cleaned (dono wats that call la. clean or scale).

few hours later, had fever again when i was taking afternoon nap. but without sore throat. went to see doc. she said nothing to do with tonsils. then she checked my eyes n said i look like im lack of blood cells pula. n told me to take a blood test to check for everything.... leukemia, hepatitis n etc.

few years back when i kept having fever the Island hosp doc told me to check for leukemia too. i checked the list of symptoms :

• - fever, chills, night sweats
• - weakness and fatigue
• - swollen n bleeding gums
• - swollen tonsils
• - weight loss
• - headaches n dizziness
• pain in the bones n joints
• enlarged liver n spleen ( pain in abdomen)
• bruising easily (purplish patches in the skin)

kinda scary after listening to what the doc said and considering i have few of the symptoms ( i ticked wif - )

but now im fine. and thats all that matters now ;) so, really thankful that God has kept me safe.

may 15th, 08

what is so big deal about mandarin ???? will i die without mandarin ???

so what if im a banana? so what if i cant read chinese characters or speak fluent mandarin?
i really dislike people saying, huh? what kind of chinese are u? so what ?
im still a chinese. i do speak chinese, i speak hokkein at home. n now i can even speak mandarin. just that im not fluent enough compared to other mandarin ed students. of course la, they have been speaking mandarin in their whole entire life. it's their mother tongue k. mandarin or hokkein or even cantonese are different dialects only ma, but they are still chinese languages. i cant understand certain words in mandarin does not mean im not a chinese ok. the difference is only mandarin n hokkein. my hokkein is damn fluent. she's good in mandarin, but she can never beat me if it's in hokkein. so, that's already fair enough.

sometimes, people just have to mirror themselves before saying such mean things to others. u thk by speaking mandarin or by being fluent in mandarin only one can survive in this society ? it would definitely be preferrable if u can speak both mandarin n english. i dont wanna comment on this, but i have to. cos these people are really pissing me off. fine la if u speak good mandarin, but look at urself, u cant even speak a complete sentence of english. and all the pronunciations are wayy...oh, u just wanna laugh ur head off.

so what if i dont know the ministers' name in mandarin? is that such a big-a-deal huh? well, i know their names in their 'original names' n not in somewhat 'chinese-names'. that does not mean im not a chinese. everyone knows them by their 'real names'. if u were to talk to an indian or whoever who is not a chinese, ur so gonna have a serious problem communicating with them. but not me. ceh.

hey, we're living in malaysia. we just gotta tolerate with other races. well, if u love mandarin so much, then i would suggest u to move to china instead. even those china students can speak english well.

u can criticise people alright, then when it comes to presentations or whatever written assignments, dont come to me n make me become the presenter. just because u cant present in english or not fluent enough in bahasa malaysia. pls la.

i m already trying my very best to tolerate with these kind of people. and i know ill be wasting my time reasoning with these people. but i just cant stand it. wats the best thing to say to these people ? i really dont wanna just put up a smile on my face n pretend im the loser. gosh !

dont get me wrong, im not saying mandarin isnt important.

may 15th, 08

LoOk how cute Joey Tribbiani is... ahaha... finally, i managed to get my hands on all the seasons. yeah~ they were playing this Stripper Cards game. and Joey was so excited to see others naked. but ended up ....

may 13th, 08

three little birds. i managed to take a few pics of this bird nest right outside my next door's room. couldnt go nearer. it's quite high, just directly under the ceiling. ill have to fly to get a clearer pic. hehe. wanted to take a pic of their mum, but cant. and i can only borrow this digi cam for only one day. i can hear them chirping everyday. cute la. hehe. there are 2 pics taken at night, when they were sleeping. all 4 squeezed inside one tiny little nest. alamak~

may 12th, 08

down with fever again. thank god it's only one night. this time no sore throat pula. doc said it's virus infection. life is goin freakin crazy la. im scared of fever la. ish. god, pls heal me. amen.

may 9th, 08

this little evee who never grow...

when i came home for study week, my brother came to me n suddenly cubit my cheek. then he said... why do u still look like a baby wan? never grow wan...
then it popped into my mind that instant to write this post n keep it as memory. in another 5 years to come, i can look back at this post n compare how much i ve changed, if i did change. hehe.

14 years old ( f 3)

16 years old ( f5 )

18 years old (u6)

21 years old (uni), taken today

i thk the only thing that changes is my hair.
and yesterday when i came back, i asked him whether there is any changes in me ( i was expecting for him to say i am thinner now since he likes teasing me for being so plump ). mana tau, he asked me " why? u grew taller already ar ? " ish. @_@
hmm, it always make me ponder...this is my height, so ill have to stay with this height for the rest of my life. meaning, i won be able to experience the feeling of being tall. aha. there are so many things i can do if i am taller. anyhow, im still thankful for the way God created me. at least, im still able to live a life like the others. ;)

may 7th, 08

Tonsillitis

There are 3 main types of tonsillitis: acute, subacute and chronic. Acute tonsillitis can either be bacterial or viral (75%) in origin. Subacute tonsillitis (which can last between 3 weeks and 3 months) is caused by the bacterium Actinomyces. Chronic tonsillitis, which can last for long periods if not treated, is almost always bacterial.

Symptoms of tonsillitis include a severe sore throat (which may be experienced as referred pain to the ears), painful/difficult swallowing, headache, fever and chills, and change in voice causing a "hot potato" voice. Tonsillitis is characterized by signs of red, swollen tonsils which may have a purulent exedutive coating of white patches (i.e. pus). In addition, there may be enlarged and tender neck cervical lymph nodes. (taken frm wikipedia)

yucks. it really look disgusting (in real pic). had been having it since lower secondary. but recovered after that. antibiotics are only useful to relieve it for awhile. then, it all depends on u to take real good care of ur throat. or it will definitely come back. had it again this sem. dont know how it started also...ish. even during exams (last week), it came again. just hate it.

doctors advised me not to eat this :

sour food

oily food
spicy food

and is advised to eat : ice cream

(suWei, sorry, i just cant resist frm curi-ing ur ice cream pic. hehe. it's my fav ! )

so, in the end, i usually eat :

.......

cos that's the best food to be consumed. that's how i lost 4 kg in juz 3 months time. wow.

may 7th, 08

im all ready to go home. =) home sweet home !

then when im back, the first thing ill do is .................

im glad everything n everything is gonna be over now. there has been happy times, yet it has been torturing at the same time. haha. i guess things will go smoothly after this. cos everything will be different. things just change. but i thk it is for good n i know no matter wat, God still walks with me... =)