[ " RestoRatIon~ ]

This is kinda personal. But i'll make the story short.

When my Spm ended, my bf at that time went for a youth camp. After the camp, he told me a very strange story. In every church camp, there will be talks. And the talk in his camp was about relationship. The pastor, preaching, told them something.

He told them that he has a message from God that there is someone who is having a relationship that is not helping both parties. Maybe it isn't a healthy one I guess. He told me that he suddenly felt some strange feelings. So he went to talked to the pastor. He still didn't believe the pastor. Then the next day, a girl came up to him and told him she could feel something telling her that he is doing something which is not right. So, after the camp, we broke up. Of course both of us felt sad bout the it. I dare not say whether he is lying or not. Cause from what I know, he is a religious Christian and we are not supposed to use God's name in vain. Never mind that, it's no big deal anyway whether he did lie or not. hehe.

but that very same week, I attended church. My first time. One of my good buddies companied me, Ming Pei. I still remember, brother Vincent was preaching that morning. still vivid in my mind. And the topic was Restoration. Restoration in relationships. Hmm... is it a coincidence or... a sign? A message from God? Well, before that, we sang a song, titled 'God will make a way'. The song really moved me, mentally, spiritually, every '-ly 'too.

He talked bout restoration in relationships with God, families, friends, and even bf-gf relationships. He told us, maybe now we still couldn't understand why our loved ones left us, but someday God will restore our relationship with a better person. A better future. God has His own plans for us. We cannot tell now, and neither will we know what is in hold for us.

Now i realised that, somehow, it was a decision that promised no regrets. We are just 2 individuals who live in 2 different worlds. We rebelled against our parents many times. It isn't a good thing to do, for it was written that 'we should not disobey our parents'.

Soon after that, I saw a bookmark, which has a very meaningful message:
All God's testing has a purpose. Someday you will see the light. All He asks is that you trust in Him, walk by faith and not by sight.

[ this message God sent to me in church is .... i really don know how to describe. it's like... He just knows everything, everything. =)

well, it took me very long before i decided to post up this story, my real-life n personal experience. One of the reasons i post this message here is to tell some of my frens out there that dont get depressed if any of ur relationships failed, for God knows wat is best for us. ; )