how to begin.....?

i just want to post a message for my beloved grandma, who just passed away last wed.
although i didnt get a chance to see her for one last time, but i do love her a lot. deeply.
n although i didnt get to communicate with her much because of her illness lately, i do love n still cared for her. it hurts so much to see her suffer.
at least, one thing im glad is that she doesnt need to continue to struggle, to go through her illness now. but there's one thing ill always n forever will miss.... her presence in that house.