Miss Me ?

I am back. 

Should i start to add some photos here? 
Please leave a comment if u think i should.
Pictures paint a thousand words.
One can understand a whole lot more from a picture.

Today is the last day for my children's exams. Phew. What a relief.
I bought Uno cards and Millionaire board games for them to play.
We played two rounds of Uno cards and i went to take an afternoon nap.

I bought grilled seaweeds for my kids to eat as snacks. 
My youngest boy just had one of it then told me that he has sore throat in the evening.
I'm not sure it's from the seaweed or it's the screaming while playing Uno cards.

My mission is to get them to reduce their screen time, especially on Handphones.
TV is far more better as tv has a bigger screen.
HP has more radiation too.

For the past years my kids have been so used to playing handphones under my mother's care.
They even play while eating lunch and dinner which is totally so bad for them.
This is not the way I would want my little kids to grow up with.
Not for now, at least. While they are still so young.

Let's move on. My colleague called me. My manager called me. My colleagues texted me.
ALL of THEM MISSED ME.

Let me show u one of the messages. I thought of typing them here but I think showing the real texts are way better to FEEL them, eh ? haha. I will just blanko some of the names to safeguard their names. The other colleagues sent me voice messages so i cannot upload them here.

I am so happy that I have been missed by so many of them.
At least the efforts and sacrifices and assistance that i rendered to them when i was working there was all worth it.
I MISS THEM TOO.

Most of them treat me well. It is the working culture that i cannot cope with. Too much workload and i need to spend more time with my family, especially my kids.

Anyway, at some point, i felt a sense of satisfaction when they told me that I am the best admin staff and no one can ever replace me. 
Although i know that i cannot turn back time and return to the office.
Well, HR told me so.
I remember that when i was working in HR, there were many ex staff who had left and returned after several years, even my own mentor.

But anyhow, I still cannot put all the puzzle pieces together yet for now. 

My utmost priority is my children now.
This is the main reason I left my highly paid job. 
My kids need me more than anything now.
My mother is not in the state of mind to look after them anymore,
Neither is my aunt who has been helping for the past years. 
My kids have been pestering me to resign so that they can escape my mother's torture.
Until now i still cannot understand why my mom keeps stressing my children with their school work and revisions everyday.
Even my aunty can recall that my eldest son has been crying almost everyday in my mother's house.
My mom loves to lecture. I told her that she should have been a lecturer or a teacher and not a nurse.
Now i will not force him because all i want is for him to be healthy and grow up healthier and stronger.

It breaks my heart to a million pieces every time he falls sick. Taking so much medicine. He looks so helpless and so clumsy all the time. 

I need to help him. There is no one else who can help my sons other than me, their mummy.

# signing off # 12.30am # 23/11/2024#