Dated 5 / 3 / 08

this guy is cute. haha... juz having fun taking pic with him. hehe. nothing else. a law student. man, he just has wat it takes ... !~

hehe.... my boy-fren ? oh no.... ahah... but he does look ok. very smart looking, on the outside only though. aha.

finally get to wear this dress after 1 yr buying it.

just wanna let u see. aha. lazy wana send u the pic.

gosh... i thk i'll never forget this funny incident. my parents came down to visit me here in uni. we went to midvalley by komuter. so, when we got back to the komuter station here, i used my Touch n Go card la...... i kept scanning the card on the 'thing', but there was no 'beep' sound. i scanned a few more times. waited..... then my bro laughed at me from behind. huh ??

then only i realised that i actually scanned my card on the sticker, n not the machine. oh gawdddddd...... how embarrassing ! i hope my bro was the only one who saw what i did ... then he went to tell my parents toO... ish. @_@

hmm... then everytime when i pass by this place, ill thk thk....

" am i too short or i just cant see it ?"

OR

am i toOooO bluRrrr ?

haiyO...

yea... can finally online here. thank God !

thanks to a senior. haha. actuarial science student repairing computer for side income. not bad. really salute him. by the way, his name is wei min. haha. juz wanna keep as rememberance. i know it sounds crazy. we talked for an hour when he came to return me my laptop. was surprised i could talk to a guy stranger for that long. a total stranger. hehe. not bad.

we talked about lotsa stuff. before that i was totally very down with my accounts problems. was supposed to have settled last week, but with some 'issues' , i have to drag till so long. n i hope it wont get me into any problem. geeZ... anyway, felt aLOT better after talking to him. aha. just felt that God sent him here tonight to return me the laptop at the correct time, for the right reasons too. really love u God. muaX. cos before that was praying that someone or anyone pls cheer me up a little. n prayers answered. Praise the Lord o ~ !

it's getting really bored nowadays without activities to keep me occupied. moreover my roomate is so busy with her own activities that i have to stay alone in room. aiyo. talk to the walls.

anyway, happy im able to online again. hope the line is fast enough for me to chat with my family at home via webcam. hehe.

sun/23/3/08

woke up super early this morning.. dizzy dizZyy. went to church with the dizziness. hehe. watched a really cool, but very touching performance by the musician crews. managed to take few pics. they were so good with the lightings that the whole stage looked so colourful n real. it was bout the passion of the christ. how Jesus died n resurrected. they even sang a few songs in the middle of the drama. wow...there was this guy, he really looked like Eric la. his hairstyle. fuh. his voice was superb. sounded bit like Brian Littrell's voice le. the place i was sitting was too far n high from the stage. couldnt get a good look at the 'Jesus'. sometimes, i felt like i was in a huge theatre watching a drama. aha. feel bit low attending this church at times. anyway, it's about worshipping God. =)

later that day, had a long conversation with a fren. it's rather sad listening to the stories my fren told me. it was beyond my imagination that some families can be so 'weird' lo... it's like, the siblings problems, the parents' problems and no understanding nor good communication among the family members. i could see my fren trying hard to hold back the tears in the eyes. it feels so bad la. all i could do was to console lo...saying that there is no such thing as 'perfect family' in this world. no one is perfect. some even end up in a divorce n separation.

after listening to my fren's stories, im kinda grateful n satisfied with what i have now. i just couldnt ask for more, can i ? of course no human will be satisfied with their lives. we always ask for more n more. but when we sit down n look at what we have, wat more can we ask if it wasnt for a happy family, with all our loved ones by our sides ? there surely will be quarrels n fights... but at the end of the day, a family is still a family. my fren even told me this : always appreciate everything u have around u. even little little things can be something to treasure in life n be happy about.

Jesus died on the cross for our sins. the sufferings n tortures that He had to go through were unbearable. now, the question is... where has my faith gone to? i ve been looking so long for it, have i not search deep enough ? =S

sun, 3/2/08

cny shopping yr '08.

i thk she really looks like my mother.aha. many of my frens mistaken her for my mom.

hehe. went shopping with aunts n mom in pacific. wanted to go gurney plaza, but when think of the traffic jams n limited car parks, aih. might as well no need la... walk till legs pain. really crazy la everywhere also so crowded. aunt n i saw this small comfortable sofa at the shoes section, so we sat there while waiting for mom. really can shop till u drop.

sat, 2/2/08

went shopping in sunway carnival mall. mana tau, got attempted robbery in one of the premises pulak...the jewellery shop. mom n i was locked inside parkson. dad n bro were upstairs playing games. the environment was really tensed. heard that the robbers fired 2 shots at the guards, but not sure what happened next. after half an hour the supermarket entrance was opened for us to get out, if we want to leave. was raining outside somemore. saw ambulance and police cars at the side entrance where we got out. but didnt see any injured people in the ambulance. phew. wat an experience. could see every parents holding n hugging their children everywhere. worry that the robbers might hide themselves somewhere. aih. terrible.

fri, 1/2/08

yesterday, as i was waiting for taxi at a bus stop, there was a malay girl sitting next to me. and not far away, i saw an indian lady waiting for taxi too. we all waited for quite long before a taxi came. the indian lady went in but before she did, she turned around n asked us whether we wanted a lift in her taxi too, n told us she was heading to the monorail nearby kl central.

we accepted her offer since we were heading to kl central n we were kinda in a hurry too. in the taxi, i was sitting at the back with the malay gal...n something came across my mind. the taxi driver is a malay uncle, the lady sitting next to her is an indian lady, n at the behind seats were both me, a chinese n the malay girl. how sweet. multiracial passengers in a taxi. ahaha... wanted to tell them...but ahah, i just kept quiet n decided to keep it to myself. =)

mon, 28/1/08



going home soon. so happy. gonna see my mischievious bro. hehe. too naughty till fever. ahah. guess god is punishing him for playing games 24/7. haha. gonna c whether has he grown any taller this time. glad he went to church after his fren forced him. aha... no one can stop God's plans. just let Him plan n arrange everything n He will open a way.
there's only one person who walks beside me n with me all the time...not behind nor infront. God is Love. =)


Glorious Redeemer

I love You with all my heart
Trust You with all I have
For You hold the heavens and earth in Your hands
You died on a cross for me
Took all my sin and shame
Your name is holy
Exalted above all else

Glorious Redeemer
You have paid for my life
You have gone before me
Now I walk by Your side
I lift my hands to You Lord
For You are worthy of all praise
Jesus reigns
Jesus You reign

Jesus reigns

One thing I ask
That I may dwell in
Your house forever

thur, 20/12/07

this yr, took up U3- time management subject.

met these few nice people.

at first, i was afraid they cant do work n wont cooperate in group project. they even forced me to be the leader. crazy. always kena bully only being the smallest. damn it.

so, prayed hard that God will make them cooperate n wont give me a hard time. =)

however, after few times of discussion, i realised my assumptions were wrong. they did most of the typing n printing. aha. i didnt have to do much also. thank God for that !

when it was our last few classes, we were getting so much closer n had lots of funny conversations. kinda miss them. they are already last yr students. n i realised that it was an opportunity to learn some things from these seniors too.

well, this situation reminds me of the quote..

first impression is not always correct.

it's very true in fact.

love the Santa so much. cost nearly a thousand. whoa. who will buy ? he can even sing....hehe. Ho Ho Ho ~
thur, 20/12/07

chrissie n cynthia's bday. celebrated in starbucks, sunway mall.

thur, 20/12/07

3 days in genting, 2007.

went to genting last weekend. cool. very cold. very very cold.

played most of the games with him lo. bising only. huiyo. sometimes cant stand him. havent even finish one game, wanna rush for other game.

have to queue up for half an hour just to play one game. wth.

i love the spinner. spin n spin me till high up in the sky. cool. can see the beautiful scenery in genting. feel like on top of the world....

went into snowland with him. naughty fella... keep throwing snowballs at my face. i couldnt see n couldnt walk properly. nearly slipped few times.

inside first world. all the lightings.

then saw Fun-Kart ! so cool la....quickly queued up with him. but when reached my turn to sign the documents, the lady told me that im too short ! hey. thats not fair. i can even drive a big car, how can i not be able to drive a kart ? cis ! aih... wat to do.... that s the disadvantage of being short.... he gets to drive it ! so sad watching him driving the kart while i have to snap his pics at the fencing. =_=

when i was walking with him, saw this bunch of kids crowding in front of the cd shop. so funny la... they were enjoying themselves in front of the tv (tom n jerry cartoon). more n more kids came after that when we were leaving the shop. was planning to join them. aha! nothing else to do mah... so sien walking with him round n round the same place. cant play outdoor games at night. too cold.

wed, 12/12/07

yst was really energetic. hehe. came back frm aunt's house, mop floor, washed car n ironed. weird.

then at night watched a hindi show. Baghban, starring Amitha Bachan. the show has some lessons meant to educate the people today. really touching. i just sat there for 20 mins, started crying pula... so continued to watch. then i remembered. the previous show by shah rukh khan was also on the same night aired on the same channel too. every tue night, channel 9.

he has 4 grown up kids, who forced him n his wife to go separate ways so that 4 of them will take turns to take care of them. little did the both of them expect that their children are turning away from them for their own family n neglecting them. the children clarified to them that they are living on their own hard earned money n became successful on their own efforts.

meanwhile their new found frens treated them with much love n care compared to their own kids. there was an orphan whom amitha had helped when he was young. he was treating him n his wife like his own family n provided them both with many things which their kids have neglected.
it is always true that u won appreciate the people u have around u when they r still around.
his grandson accidentally broke his spec. his son didnt even have the time to buy him a new spec. his grandson secretly used the money his dad gave him to buy new shoes, to buy him a new spec instead.

then, it is also about how strong is the love the two has for each other. how much they missed the presence of the other partner during the time they were apart. well, it aint easy to find a couple who devotingly still love each other after so many years...not easy to find lo.

sun, 9/12/07

finally i made it to church.

lots of changes. a real big transformation.

jenny is the worship leader today. we sang here i am to worship, fall, people say im weak but im strong. all lovely songs.

heard that jenny is no longer leading the cell group. so, there is no more cell group for her group, and for me too. i really miss her cell group meetings. really fun and can learn alot about God. ill always hold in my heart the differences she made in my 3 years of life attending church. they are the friendliest people in the church. hmm, why do things have to change? Dennis has left the church for almost a year now. miss her too. though she was very irritating whenever she was around, she's one of my closest frens. since there is no more cell meetings, things will definitely start to change between us. wont be that close anymore. aih...

everything is temporary. nothing lasts forever. that's the reality. only God will forever remain.

thur, 6/12/07

watched Enchanted with him. something happened. (the hotdogs). bit unhappy with his attitude.

i do feel that he is so spoilt sometimes. pampering him, having to agree to everything he wants is not a very good way to make him grow. he has to learn certain things somehow. i do feel im a little spoilt as well. so didnt want him to go through the same way of growing up.

has been nearly 2 weeks now. xmas is approaching. his birthday is coming...

reminds me of mousie's bday too. chatted with him last 2 days. made me miss him. still handsome n funny. hehe. things are not the same without him around to chat with. was surprised he could remember the day we met better thn i did..memories. hmm.. =/ fate just didnt cross our paths.

learnt that one of my relatives is dying from liver cancer too. (again). wat a deadly disease. heard that he has only 2 months left. but at least, he is also dying of old age. he has no other worries.

my cousin bro's mum's death anniversary is next week. time just flies by so fast. u cant even imagine how fast it is. the incident n everthing is still vivid in my mind. the funeral brought us back together. had a quarrel with him n never talked since.

oh, have 2 good news. cynthia is coming back soon. =) and i m finally able to play the Umbrella song. hehe...

it's already 3.30 am. aih. my timing is all upside down. can i wake up early tomorrow ?

tue, 4/12/07

went to get hair cut today. not exactly hair cut... but to perm pula. worth a try. aha...


came home, my lil bro laughed n said i look like a baby. alamak. has been calling me baby since then. crazy. still, he said my previous hairstyle is nicer.


already permed, no choice. i just wanna have a try. like wavy style. NOT curly. guess it's ok kut.. but am never gonna perm again.
doesnt matter la. so expensive. hairstylists really can earn lots of money.