life has been so miserable for the past few weeks. i couldnt find any good reason for me to be blogging. things were going really rough and was so tough that i nearly lost hope.

then last week, when i woke up after my afternoon nap, i received a message from a long lost fren of mine (mtes). and with his message, i realised that i've forgotten the most important person in my life. and that is God. my fren too, was surprised when he felt the urge of forwarding me that message. as a matter of fact, he never forwarded any messages to me before. that was the very first time. it was about hope, belief and love. at times, when obstacles come, we just tend to fall when we couldnt find any solution to remove them. and then i realised that that it was time to change.

God may seem invisible to some of us. we couldnt see Him. neither can we talk to Him. then how can we trust Him that He will help us in times of need ? this is when Faith plays a significant role in our lives.

and so i began to pray hard. and i've made a promise to myself that from now on, ill attend church regularly.

somehow, things began to change a little. little changes are good enough to help me survive. to help the others survive as well. therefore, im more determined to continue my prayers so that this horrible incident will never occur again.

i've saved quite a number of pictures for me to blog about in my Blog folder. well, maybe next time. i just wanna thank God for pulling me through those hard times. nothing is impossible for God if we have enough faith and trust in Him. He will alwys walk alongside us.

A song i love most :

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out