time to updte my blog. yea... nothing much to update. whats there to talk abt work ?
work is boring. ahhaa. not many would enjoy working life.

i wake up at 6.30am every morning. leave house at 7.15 am. reaches office car park at 8 am. thats the routine from monday until friday. haha. weekends is boring too.

time passes so fast until i dont even know where am i now and what am i doin also. everything is just moving too fast tht we lost track sometimes.

last week, one morning i woke up and it was already middle of july. then i realised tht i hav been working for more than a month. something strikes my mind then. am i following my job so far... wow. i got panicked. i learnt so many new things everyday and the input was so much till im confused at some point. aih. anyway, the training is getting harder now. getting worried at some point. aih. @.@

today i had a long conversation wif agnes. i even saved our conversation. haha. cos it was just too meaningful. there is a sentence ill alwy remember : a true friendship can be seen when two person grows separately but never grows apart.

how meaningful. haha. and i now realised tht im such a sensitive person towards everything. i need to be more open when mixing wif frens in a community. im alwys pressured by the crowd everywhere i go. seriously, i ought to stop this from going on. otherwise, ill end up screwing things up n losing frens around me. take things easy is the best principle i guess. however, it's a human nature to be worried about things. cause we are trying to protect ourselves from getting hurt or end up disappointed when nothing comes out from our expectations. i find it hard to be firm with our thoughts and principles. i wish i could, but it is still hard though.