this is another video.

finally, i get to uplaod this video. had to wait for my aunt's video cam so that the sound will be clearer. ahaha... i just played the chorus part though. so, imagine the lyrics. hehe. how wor ? is it bad or okok ? hehe. don laugh yea. ^-^ does it sound like im strumming too hard ? by the way, i paused awhile after every sentence. aha~

when he sings n plays the guitar, reminded me of mervin. haha. too bad cant see this guitarist's face. love his voice.

last week i told chrissie that i want to give up blogging. i still prefer writing diaries in book than computer. i ve started writing ever since i read the diary of Anne Frank. she's a very brave girl. but not me.

however, i suddenly have the urge to blog today. maybe cos it's raining. the weather is good. i love rainy days, though it's a bit inconvenient to do certain activities. chean yen is different. she told me that she loves sunny days back in f4 n f5.

as usual, ( it has become like something common in my life lately. haha) had fever last sat. im ruining every weekends plans we have. im such a goOd girl. hehe. then yst, went to see Dr Santokh Singh. He advised me to go for tonsillectomy, which means i should consider removing my tonsils on next mon, admit for 5 days, and only having bread n porridge for the following 3 months. hmm, at the meantime, he only prescribes me antibiotics. holidays only about a week left. the other docs are really stupid. haha! if i knew earlier, then it wouldnt be so difficult to decide now.

oh yah, yong ying came n meet me up in the clinic. haha. wat a funny place to meet up with a fren. she is a very nice fren. some frens, though u might hav known him or her for so many yrs, they are still ... so yucks. =P

im considering cooking in my hostel room. curi curi senyap senyap cook. hehe. but it's harder without a fridge. anyway, will see how.

today, whole day, i ve been sitting at the couch, dreaming n pondering on how miserable life can be. aih. why la so miserable. so sien.

i've been looking forward to have some fun when the holiday starts. but on n off problems just cant stop coming. hate it so much. at this point, i wonder what's the purpose of life. when there is sadness, there is happiness too. well, it seems to me that sadness conquer more than happiness does.

in may, have been sick twice. first week of holiday only sick ady. then, was actually planning to hav a great time in kl, but sick again. apa la. there goes my first-month holiday.

beginning of june, even with my lil bro having holiday, still got one major problem occured. im starting to dislike holidays. ish. after all the stupid n unwanted problems, when im finally well enough to enjoy a weekend out, mana tau down with rashes all over body. thanks to my neighbour who gave my mum ' man tau' buns. aih. she used some pumpkins as one of the ingredients and bum~! just perfect, im allergic to pumpkins. i never knew that till the past 3 days. for the first time, so damn itchy man. again, i hav to spend my weekends at home. aih.

sadly, i had to turn down every outings with frens. 2 months holiday just fly by like that.
when it comes to situations like this, it always make me question, why does god allow so much suffering in a person's life?

(picked from the daily bread , june 5)

Learn from ur failures, or u will fail to learn.

The high school commencement speaker was the president of a large corporation. he was chosen for the occasion because of his success, yet his speech came with the most unusual wish for the graduates.od.

the speaker told the students sitting before him, with their graduation gowns, if i could have one hope for u as u go out into the world, it would be this : "i hope u fail. i hope that u fail at something that is important to u". he went on to say how his own early life has been one failure after another until he learnt to see failure as an effective teacher.

Many of the songs of Israel was born in the seasons of failure. out of desperation came the cry, "as the deer pants for the water brooks, so pants my soul for u, O god. My soul thirsts for god.

sometimes we are not ready to see the wonder of god's wisdom n strength until we are gasping for breath in the exhaustion of our own strength.

A recurring story of the bible is that mountains of faith rise from the valleys of failure. before discovering the high ground we are looking for, we may need to see the failure of the dreams we hold in our hearts and trust instead in the love, wisdom and guidance of our God. - mart de haan.

this is a picture of the space area between the ceiling and the roof. and there is a small part of the ceiling where we can open it and climb up










i used to thk it was the cats or rats that made all the noises at night on my room's ceiling. we never bothered to check out what it really is till yesterday...cause there was a break-in at one of our neighbour's house last week. so we decided to turn on the cameras.









weird la... looks like cats but not cats... and i ve never seen squirrels with such long tails...

they even came in a pair...

how loving... haha.






guess they are searching for food at night.














from a closer look...

that's the area where we can open our ceiling from our upstairs living room. in another words, smart creatures la...

my best pal gave me this. =D it's really shiny. and it' made frm woods+natural stone. thx.. muaX. haha.

june 3rd, 08

washing bathroom

guess there's just nothing else for me to occupy myself other than washing my bathroom at night and to blog about it. hehe.

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after wash

just cant help it. i just had to snap the loOk of the busy Evie washing bathroom. =P

june 2nd, 08

first time spaghetti

woke up super early today, went to lepak lepak in market. bump into pn Thong ( wen hsin's mom).. hehe. bought some ingredients for spaghetti sauce.

later, called up YongYing to get some ideas for the steps to make spaghetti. she used to make one for us in form 6. oh yah, the sauce i bought for this is cheesy and herbs sauce (prego) -> for me to remember next time. took me 1 hour to finish the cooking. mum helped me with the process. ahah...

i wanted to make one like the pizza's white creamy cheesy sauce. but this one is okok lo... first time. feel so happy get to learn something today. yiPPee !~ however, the cleaning part was... =S

june 1st, 08

tao, auto city

my first time at Tao's, auto city. =) finally get to try it once.
went with my whole family. 4 of us. really expensive lo. the service is very efficient, but a little irritating cos we cant enjoy our food in peace.

my lil bro, fOrever cute but still the naughtiest~

some pics i randomly took with my mom's hp. not very clear though. haiyah.

i must say, the designs n architectural of the place are very nice. surely spent a really huge sum of modal just to build the restaurant. but the food that they served are just so so little. haha.

may 28th, 08

last fri went down to kl. my purpose of going to my aunt's hse was to help her pack her stuff n tidy up her flat since she'll be moving soon. manatau ..... the next day, which is sat, i kena fever ! not again .... ?! ~ ish. and the fever dragged till mon only i recovered. wth la. still having flu somemore. really stupiak. this fever thingy is driving me insane. instead of going shopping n helping my aunt out, she n my mum had to take care of me pula. aha. it's like a trip down to her house to be hospitalised n then discharged on tue (yst, may 27th). apala. im beginning to thk that this fever viruses are increasing in number since suwei said he had fever too. aha. and he exercised alot wan wor. aih aih aih ~ hehe.

my aunt dragged me to church on that sunday. went to wisma fga kl at jalan kuchai. it's really huge. i got a chance to snap a few pics. my bro was amazed to see the main sanctuary. it's similar to a cinema la.
the guest pastor (Ptr Eric Fung) preached about the 4 ingredients to be a good christian. i really admire the way he preached. so much humor n very very clear pronunciations. it was so interesting. or else, i will be half asleep through the service since i was still sick that day.

these are the 4 ingredients he mentioned :

• Sincerity
  
• Respect


• Gentle


• Peaceful spirit

to me, sincerity n respect are the most crucial ones lo... even in a friendship, one has to be sincere and not to find benefits from someone. it's with sincerity that people are able to put their trust on u.

and for respect, he elaborated about respects for the lower-class people and not to the upper-class people. well, it's true. sometimes, in a big church like fga, u can see these kind of people when u walk around. the rich people's wives will wear sampai... aiyO... with all the gold or big big pearls around their lonnggg necks to show off. i mean, common la, this is church, where u come n worship god. who cares about ur dressings. in the bible did state that the more wealth u have, the narrower the door is to heaven. it's not that god disallows us to be rich, but it's the way u treat ur wealth.

anyway, i was glad i went that morning though bit dizZzyy. hehe. and oh, suddenly a black negro man sat beside me after the worship part. haiyo, he was like a giant la n makes me feel like a dwarf standing beside him. however, he smells good le. hehe. but i dont get it why he was wearing a sunglass throughout the whole service. weird lo.

then at home (aunt's place), since i was sick, so i had to stay at home n ZzZz most of the time there. every night before going to bed, my bro n i will watch 2 episodes of Friends i brought along. luckily i brought some dvds... to kill my time at home =(

may 28th, 08

got nothing to do. so thought of posting this lil kiddo's pics. my dad's fren's lil son. they came to my house last week. and he looks really cute la... hehe. with his big big bulat bulat stomach. he keeps rubbing his stomach. tried many times to take his pics but couldnt. this lil kiddo just won sit still.

may 8th, 08

sat for my last paper on tue, may 6th. then lepak lepak around in my hostel. wanted to hang out for awhile after exams, so waited for one of my closest frens in uni. she's a law student. nama is Ong Wen Li. a law student will always be different in some ways. dont thk that they are always serious people. they can be fun too. hehe.

we went to mid valley since we only have 4 hours to lepak, including the travelling time.
i thk i only spent about rm 50 that day. haha. very happy with that. these are the few items i bought.

rm 8.90 X 2 = rm 17. 80

(for both mother's + father's day)

rm 10. 00 for lunch

( just a bowl of wantan mee ! crazily expensive ! )

rm 4.00 earrings for my roomate's birthday
( so ngam, she bought a rm 4 cake for my bday too!)

rm 6.90 , earrings for myself

rm 4.80 , hajime kindaichi comic

tried this really nice black mini skirt for only rm 10 !~ but it's tOo0 short ! so didnt buy [chrissie, ill wear the one i hav when we go out for the next outing (= ]

then we saw this shop. there's also one in gurney plaza. long time ago, i know. we tried to take the pics with my name on me. =) tOo free huh ?

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left pic : wenLi ..... right pic : i thk her name is Hui Ching

by the way, can see my red pencil box turned lil handbag for outing ? hehe. it's so worth it. rm 10 nia i can do so much with it.

and i dont know what crabtree is. thk it's a tree that feeds crab ? dont know what is the connection between crabtree and evelyn la.

may 21th 08

stuck in between.

human just won stop quarreling. i don mind if the both of u quarrel, but it hurts when i have to witness the quarreling. it feels so bad. im just stuck in between. obviously i cant take sides. well, i took sides before, n it ended up pretty bad. so, i decided not to voice up on anything now. at times just feel tired of it.

aih... what's there to do ? i might be going down to kuala lumpur this weekend. feel like a runaway gurl again. haha. thats my email add. hehe. well, it does represents me.
not sure when ill be back. hope the mess will settle by itself. nah, it would ve been settled years ago if it can be settled. toleration is important. haiyah, but if boleh tolerate then wont bergaduh ady la.

sigh ** dont know when this is gonna end.