it's really stupid la. ish. already typed everything then the stupid page tells me that it cannot publish my post due to dono wat stupid failure. make me retype everything. argh.....

aih.

today went to church...after so so long....
had a good time in church just now....
today's service was meant for us --> yOuth
hehe....so sang a few songs....it has been so long since i worshiped God. aiks...

met Gina toO ! it's weird u know... when we were back in penang, we didnt get a chance to meet up, but we bump into each other in kl pulak...
she looks so much prettier with her new hairstyle... misS her alOt.... misS other frens toO..... what tO dO... thats life.

today's message was meaningful n interesting.
the pastor told us bout thomas edison who went through thousands of failures in his attempt to create a light bulb. there were some other great people whom he mentioned too. Abraham Lincoln. well, i got to know him when i was doing my research on Alzheimer's disease. his stories reminded me of Billy Lim, who wrote the book 'Dare to Fail'. i wanted to own a copy of that book, but couldnt find in store. all sold out. should ve bought it for second hand from my sch library.

before the service ended, he told us a story.

there was a farmer who had 2 pots. he carried both pots over his shoulder, one on his right side n the other on another side. one of his pots is cracked. so water kept dripping down to the ground whenever he carried both pots to water his farm. so this cracked pot apologize to its master for not doing a good job. but the master told the pot that it was actually a very special pot, although it was cracked. as the master walked past the same path to his farm one day, he showed the cracked pot the wonderful thing it had done for him. there were many beautiful flowers grown along the path where the water had dripped out frm the pot. n the master told his cracked pot....although it is cracked n not very useful, it still made him happy for if it wasnt for the water that dripped out everyday, he wouldnt have the chance to see such beautiful flowers along the way to his farm n it actually was something wonderful for him. as for the other pot which is in good condition, there is nothing but just plain soil on its side.

do not think that just because u have some weakpoints, ur useless n weak.
no one is perfect. god created each n everyone of us in our own unique ways. he made us with different capabilities. so wat if u cant get straight As in exams? what if ur not able to do what others can do ? there is always limitations in everyone's abilities. just use whatever talent u have n do no compare. use all the time tat u have. as long as u try ur best n put all the efforts that u have into the task ur given, so that at the end of the day, when god checks on u, he will say, 'well done, u ve done ur job well.'
^-^

aiks...suddenly feel so hungry. shouldnt have eaten the orange at night...
gota go. muaX