today is today's date.
hmm... went to class today. yst skipped cos of wanting to meet our pak Lah. =) never expect to shake his hand. ahah. that memory will definitely last forever.
but never regret skipping classes yst though felt bit uneasy.
today went for classes. but lecturers just entered for awhile. intro only. tue class is kinda packed.
good thing wed's class starts at 1 pm. can sleep til.... hehe.. i just love sleeping. couldnt help it.
just feel that sleeping is the best thing in the world that i can do, that i want to do. when ur asleep, u just feel free, peaceful, like in paradise. no worries for awhile.
today had a little 'thing' with one of my coursemates. she gave this kind of comments that made me feel so ...frustrating ? dono la. just dont like those comments. well, being active is something positive, dont u think so ? it helps to mould u into a different person. i enjoy it. though it's tiring, of course. waiching said before, no pain, no gain. aih. there are just so many things/ aims in life that a person has to achieve. but ... not everyone is so perfect, can handle everything perfectly. can achieve whatever he wants. i know that nothing is impossible n when there's a will, there's always a way. but a human's abilities are limited. god created us individually in our own unique ways. aih. i also dono what im writing bout. just a bit confused.
just wondering what im doing now .... am i on the right path...... aih. life is confusing. have to make quite a big sacrifice. might not have much time for family n close frens dee. will really miss u guys. i still call my mom everyday... but maybe talk less dee compared to last time. hope i won miss anything important at home. i really want to see my lil bro go through his teenage life. but wat to do ... im so far away. can only see him for awhile through webcam during weekends. thats definitely not enough le...
watever la, i can only try to work things out properly n be careful not to mess up my academic.
but watever it is, i know that god is always walking with me. just need to have faith n he will lead me through. =)
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