rewind, rewind...

pix of my colleagues in my previous company











i missed the foodcourt there. more varieties.

the guy is one of my closest friends in office. he is a funny guy. very famous in my department. quite cute ler. haha. a very helpful friend.
this girl used to sit beside me in office.
now she left dee also. will be working in s'pore since her bf found a job there.
i have met quite a number of girls where their bfs are working in spore and they are here in msia. so 'san fu' la, no meh ? can only meet once a month or sometimes twice if there are more holidays.

by the way, when work is stress or when it gets bored, this is what i normally do =)




i will turn around and take a peep at this ;)
this tall tower has become one of my fav place to jalan jalan. hehe.

monday.

back to work + back to school, again.

it is monday again.

last week traffic was very smooth. peaceful.

this is where i work.the building is opposite klcc. the 'plum plum ' one.

the city may look so beautiful and peaceful in this picture.

but today, traffic was massive. frustrating. argh.
well, that is kl. im not sure about other cities.



lots and lots of people are driving on their own these days. no more car pooling for their own convenience.

can i have a driver who will drive me to work every morning... that wll allow me to nap for another 30 - 40 mins in he car. =)

sometimes M will drive me to work. so i get to nap nap awhile more. =P

too bad it's only sometimes nia ....

can i not work and laze around at home everyday? haha.

work is always boring. office is boring. had to wear dull office attires everyday.
my work place is a building that has 33 floors. but unfortunately, there is no leng chai wan.... =P
i am sure there are many many leng chai, just have not been discovered. lol. =X
but i definitely can see lots and lots of leng lui everywhere ! =D

life's like that.

Another Saturday. A boring one. M asked me where i want to go, i told him -> I dont know !

so, conclusion = sleepz + play games (Plants vs Zombies) + read some office work.

hey, Plants vs Zombies is a good game. The best one I've played so far after Mario. =P

my brother ejek me. He said its a 2D game. only noOb plays that. haha. miss him. Muax.

we went for Step Up 3 movie just now. it was good. i still prefer chapter one.
last week we watched Vampire Sucks. aiyo, the movie really sucks to the max ! the jokes are so lousy and shittyly-shit.
yst night i watched a cartoon - How To Train Your Dragon. haha. it was a good movie.

today is my 3rd day working in this new company. so far so good. dare not hope too much for anything. it is always too soon to tell. so keep my fingers croXX.

my mentor's name is also same with me. haha. Evelyn too. so all of us have to create a short name for me. Eve lor...
she is just sitting in front of me. aiyo. funny la. whenever i call her, i feel like calling my ownself. so confusing. ~~~

i just walked over to klcc for lunch this afternoon. salary higher comes more expenses. aiyo. cause nearby are mostly mamaks nia. nothing much of chinese.

parking is also quite expensive. but still affordable.

and for the working environment, it is much better than my previous one. people are friendly and not so noisy. haha. for those who have heard of my stories, they should understand. my previous supervisor was alwy busy selling fruits in office. in order to be 'frendly', we too, have to order fruits from her. she is alwys the queen there. everyone is forced to listen to her craps, nothing but all shits. damn, alwy cant control my anger when i have to talk about her. there is never a good side of this 'lion' lady. famous for being the big bully lioness. forever selfish and inconsiderate. she is the cause of all the chaos that happens in our department. everyone knows that. the working culture is unhealthy and bad morale for the staff. many dislike her, but due to her seniority, we have to kow tow to her. man, how miserable my life has been because of her.
some of my colleagues actually feel that we are being treated like 'dogs' by her. =/

................. i hate everything about her !!! ............................

anyway, hope this new place will be a much brighter place. a brand new start. will keep praying for Him to guide me daily and give me strengh. =)

today is saturday. time flies super fast. will be going back to kl tmr morning. early morning.

then will be stuck with the same old routine again.
this time will be in a different company environment with new colleagues. many things will change. =) hope its for the better. need to pray consistently. alwys lupa XP

today went shopping with mom. bought a watch. didnt wana change yet, i like the timepiece of my old watch. its just the belt was almost torn. then laksa time. =D the best laksa ever in raja uda.
will miss these days i spent in penang.
but kl has more opportunities for me currently. not much choice i have. aiya.

i was browsing through some investment products. i wonder how or where to start. it sure looks interesting. hehe.

by the way, definitely not investments on plants. i thk this pic looks soothing.

anyways. it feels good to be blogging again. =)

extreme. yesterday night was considered Xtreme for me. haha.
su wei gave me the idea of "Xtreme".

well, we went out to penang island for supper at 9.30pm. reached kopi Cine at 10pm. drink drink talk talk. i ordered 'gula melaka'. nice. sweet =) it is a good place. very unique + antique like. unfortunately, no cam available.

then we makan supper in nasi kandar Beratur. lol. just right beside masjid Kapitan. not bad. they both love the mutton. i like the sotong.

then we ventured into 'love lane'. 0.o interesting. but we found nothing. haha.
we felt loved anyway.

oh, the last stop was at the One Club. woO... su wei intro the place. good one su wei, thx ;P
saw so many..leng lui. haha. so hot la !~ and there are other clubs as well. the VoodoO place looks pretty cool.

now i know how clubbers look like. and the 'smell' of the place too. wow.

it was really a good adventure. with chean yen as the super driver (who drives mostly on the fast lane) and gentleman su wei. hahaha. XD

finally,i reached home at 1.30am. yeah! super fun to reach home after midnight for once ;D

genting.
we went to genting durig Haji. these are some of the pics =)
nice memories. with someone so sick during tht time.
anyway, im glad i enjoyed myself with my brother.
since i started working, time seems so limited. cant seem to have enough time for everyone and even myself. aih. time flies. it's crazy.

and using wimax at home, the line is damn slow and lags. now im at other place, so haha, glad i can start blogging again. otherwise, i thk the photobucket and blogger might list me as the inactive user forever.

awW... my brother is sure cute ! haha.

today everything went well. =)
monday aint that bad after all if we stay positive. haha. yea, easy to say, i know.

i had to answer calls at call centre. well, it isnt an easy task u see. many are afraid to be placed there. anyhow, my other trainings are postponed for few days. there is a buddy beside me, guiding me on the terms and the use of the systems.

still, everytime i hear a ring, ill go kelam kabut then my mind would go astray and couldnt focus well. haha. im bit slow. i need to listen to the agents' enquiries as well as reading the information from the dekstop screen. the hardest part is still handling the system cause there are a few links for me to view all the information saved inside the system. it isnt easy to explain the whole process here.

but today, after lunch, i really had to be brave and have more confidence in doing things without depending on senior. cause she got irritated a few times when i forgot which link to look into when people call.

im glad things went well. and the lesson i learnt today is, to be able to have the courage to face difficulties and not to avoid or run away. it just wont help and will only torture myself in the end. haha. well, i answered almost 80 calls today. yiPpiE ! ~ =D

i woke up today feeling so down. >.<

i wish i know what is bothering me. there are so many things in my mind now. yet, i cant find any answers for all my questions. we just shouldnt question too much. haha.

there are things which i wish i could say it out loud, so that ppl will know whats bothering me and can provide me with answers i want to hear. the feeling of emptiness and loneliness will always trigger our brain to think and think..... haha.

life feels so empty sometimes when we are lonely. there are alot of things we wish we could have. but in life, we just cant have the best of everything, can we ?

time to updte my blog. yea... nothing much to update. whats there to talk abt work ?
work is boring. ahhaa. not many would enjoy working life.

i wake up at 6.30am every morning. leave house at 7.15 am. reaches office car park at 8 am. thats the routine from monday until friday. haha. weekends is boring too.

time passes so fast until i dont even know where am i now and what am i doin also. everything is just moving too fast tht we lost track sometimes.

last week, one morning i woke up and it was already middle of july. then i realised tht i hav been working for more than a month. something strikes my mind then. am i following my job so far... wow. i got panicked. i learnt so many new things everyday and the input was so much till im confused at some point. aih. anyway, the training is getting harder now. getting worried at some point. aih. @.@

today i had a long conversation wif agnes. i even saved our conversation. haha. cos it was just too meaningful. there is a sentence ill alwy remember : a true friendship can be seen when two person grows separately but never grows apart.

how meaningful. haha. and i now realised tht im such a sensitive person towards everything. i need to be more open when mixing wif frens in a community. im alwys pressured by the crowd everywhere i go. seriously, i ought to stop this from going on. otherwise, ill end up screwing things up n losing frens around me. take things easy is the best principle i guess. however, it's a human nature to be worried about things. cause we are trying to protect ourselves from getting hurt or end up disappointed when nothing comes out from our expectations. i find it hard to be firm with our thoughts and principles. i wish i could, but it is still hard though.

i just received my first salary yst ! yiPpie ! so happy abt it that me n my fren went to shop in watson. lol. yea, watson. cos it's the nearest i can find, and aso the cheapest i can find in GE mall.

and i bought a hair oil for rm 4.70. lol

after that, i drove to Old Town and treat her (aunt) dinner. haha. waiting to go home and treat my fam.

working life is boring. yea, everyone knows that. weekends is like paradise even if its just sitting at home onlining.

so far, everyday has been about trainings and nothing more. there are so many computer softwares that we have to be familiar with.

anyway, nothing much to update. hope to be able to go home soon though. miss home. =)

first day of work ! =)
everything went well today. God just had everything prepared for me on my first day. haha. am so glad ! thk God. seriously.

i reached jln ampang at 7.30am today. haha. im supposed to report in only at 8.30am. never mind, i still have some time to take a nap. was so sleepy.

when i went to the lobby, i met another new employee too. she was also a graduate from ukm before. 3 years earlier than me. haha. then we went up together and met another new comer too, who graduated from USA last year.

everyone is friendly. they even have this 'buddy' system, where a senior will become my 'buddy' and guide me for my first day. she introduced me all around. we have two levels for our dpt. there are almost 70 employees with the same job position as me. later, she brought me for lunch with the other employees too. that was a reli sweet n frenly welcome. =)

then we have 3 more new comers too, who came onboard last month. and for me who was supposed to join in on the 18th of may, there was another guy who joined in on may 18th too. so everyone was waiting for me to report in june before they start their training. we will have a few trainings. tmr wil be our dpt's training. wow. it wil be tough since i didnt even have the chance to look thru anything n go through some orientation's trainings before i proceed for my job's training.

the other 3 girls, who joined in in may, one grad frm London while another was frm Aus. i didnt ask the other girl. forgot.

after lunch, i went to open a bank account downstairs. the girl who helped me was aso previously frm ukm. sdnly my world seems to be so small today. she is also stayin in serdang. so she taught me some short routes where i can skip the traffic jams in mornings. i can say, God is great !

we have altogether 20 floors. from my floor, i can see a very beautiful view in between my dpt's door and the lifts. there's a gym beside my dpt. haha. can see ppl exercising. lol. thts cute.

today on my first day nia... they were teasing im small n cute and " better don bully her ar ".... haha.

4 th may

- had my thesis presentation in bilik Kolokium. Janice came to see me too. haha. i was the first person to present for my session. this is my pic, which was taken by Subatra Rajoo. haha. thx to her. Prof Ishak is my examiner, while Dr Eddie was the pengerusi for my session. he kept laughing at me. ish ish. he is alwys a funny lect. a very adorable one.



and the day itself was also my birthday. haha. i spent the whole day in library, searching for additional info for my thesis after the presentation (viva). wanted to hand it in as soon as possible so i could go home!

siewping bought the little Flip Flop toy for my bday! hehe. it is really cute la. thx ! i can now display it in my car =)

went for shopping wif janice. accompanied her to choose some clothes in metro kajang right after my last paper.... isu semasa dalam pemodelan matematik. =)




and i spotted this two model looking girls outside the Gardens somewhere in april too. they were so so fair and their legs...fuh. i just cant stop staring at them. haha! =P



i handed in the final copy of my thesis with the cd the following day. and then that same night, i went out with Juanita and Cheerie and other church members. we went to a club with a cafe on top of a small hill in kajang.

benjamin, the one who kinda roped me into the malam musikal krismas. hehe. he is just a first yr student la, but somehow, im more like his lil sister. lol.

Juanita and Cheerie. really good frens.

6 th may

- i left my room at noon. oh, gonna miss this room. and the toilet too !

12 th may
- went for tonsilectomy. finally had my tonsils removed. was kinda happy with it, though my body is lack of one tiny organ now. doctor said my tonsils are already damaged. so, no point keeping them and the removal of these two little thingy wil help lessen the chances of fever occuring. it surely was a torturing moment after the surgery. before and during the surgery was fine. i was given anaesthetic. wasnt afraid either. the dcos are good. i had the most painful time few days after the surgery. the dco said that is normal. maybe cos the ubat bius dah habis kut. the pain will kill u even when ur sleeping halfway through the night. then it wil improve days after.

im good now =)

23 rd may
- went to War Museum, Penang State Museum and Batu Feringghi pasar malam with siew ping and yeechen. so fun la! thx so much to the driver. hehe. will upload the pictures in facebook soon.

some of the pics :

i l.o.v.e this pic ! =)

i look more like a sailor than someone posing beside the canon...

wil upload more pics later =)

had tonsillectomy yesterday morning. finally. i hope everything will be fine after this surgery. no more fever , pls. =)

god is so good. im goin to start work in june. ill still have time for some rest and enjoy my holidays at home =D

i went for a job interview on 4th ofApril. Shirley accompanied me to Ampang. she's such a great fren.

after the interview, i forgot to take back my driving license from the guard cause i had to exchange it for a visitor pass. belum mula kerja sudah cause problems. teruk la me. @_@


we took these few pics in KLCC. it's just 10 mins away from my interview place.
i treat her Pizza for dinner. haha. just felt so bad i had her waited at the GE lobby for nearly 2 hours. good thing there is a GE mall next to the building. i didnt know the interview would drag till 2 hours. i took some pics of the interview room. but the rules inside the building does not allow anyone to publish any pics or details from inside. sadly.

i tell u, when i was at the waiting room waiting for my turn to go in, i did some funny n sampat stuff, as usual. haha. i told yc abt it through phone n she kept laughing at my "sampat" actions. haha. really ma... i was really nervous that time, somemore with another handsome guy beside me also waiting for his turn. but thank God, an indian guy suddenly muncul n sat beside me. i smiled n we started to chit chat a little. he is a funny guy too. he made me laugh laugh n he studied in a college in butterworth before too. it was a pleasant conversation. im glad god sent him there, at least to make me feel more relax and also not to do some stupid stuff, like turning on the pc accidentally. phew ! luckily no one saw n i managed to switch it off fast.

my fren said i looked so tall that day. lol. haha. shirley is a really tall girl. waist down looks long cos of my heels. hehe. i bought this whole suit for interview the day before nia. wat a rush i tell u. like orang gila only. my whole body, from top to toe, costs so so much, just for tht interview. bangkrupt me!

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both heels are really nice la. just dont know which to choose! so i chose according to the price. hehe.

i bought this heels for the interview. hahah. it's 20 bucks cheaper than the one in Nose. but from wat i see, the Nose's heels are more comfortable. this heels are really too high. it really kills my legs.

anyway, im gona really miss my family back in penang. aih. im really stuck n torn in between. just hope things will turn out fine. it was seriously a tough decision for me to make. but many of my relatives encouraged me to give the job a try first. the person im gona miss most is my lil brother. i cant believe i actually cried when i was offered the job. the first thought tht came into my mind was tht i wont be goin home as often as when i was studyin in uni. things are goin to be very different now. somehow i really wish my fam can move to kl n stay with me. but that is way too impossible for now. everything that happened are totally unexpected. and too fast too. since God has prepared this path for me to follow, i shall try it and see how things turn out.