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i never understand why most of my frens told me this is a nice pendant.
hmm....
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There's always hope, my dear sis. Things don't always turn out the way you want them to be. Luck is just like a butterfly. If you keep chasing it you'll never get it, but if you just sit still it will come to you. Nay, most of the time failure comes before success.

Life has many paths. You'll soon come to choosing which path you'll be taking but your time is yet to come. This is not yet for you to decide. What you've to decide now is what to do with the time given to you. You're still young and have many hopes, many goals to gain. Fear is the weapon of the enemy. .......... you'll stand and fight whatever comes in life. Your life is appointed to you to lead, if you do not find the way,no one will. But even the smallest person can change the coast of the world. So Evelyn, my dearest friend, you'll soon see miracles though we do not know when.

But the day will come,
when the darkness falls and is lost as a memory,
when the sun rises.
It'll also be a day when all hopes of men fail but it is not this day,
it is not our day. I say today we fight.

( written by white pilgrim )
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When the days grow darker,
the world is full of peril,
you may wonder all hopes have fallen.
The wave in the ocean crashes on the rocks,
the lightning strikes as the thunder roars.
You may wonder all hopes have fallen.
You lay your weary head on the ground that has turned brown,
no birds to sing a song, all roses become thorns.
The cold of winter comes, where lies the summer sun?

Dry is the golden sand, as you walk in bitter rain.
There is always hope as you walk in the lonely road.
The water in the ocean becomes gentle as you learn.
The sky after rain, ashes after flame,
silver lining reigns, the ground full of grains.
Winter wears its cold as summer warms your toes.
Do not let your heart discourage you,
and the roads that you must journey through.

Originally by The White Pilgrim
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[ " Youth Make a DiffeRenCe ! ~ ]

Youth make a difference. My church frens invited me to join, but i was kinda reluctant to. It's held in FGA Air Itam,Pg le. Kinda far and not sure whether ill have transport or not. Yong Ying told me she ll be going n asked me to come along. hmm, at least ill have a company if things turn out boring huh ? hehe. so,okla. It was kinda rush cause my dad came home late after work that evening. Surely, my decision to attend was a last minute one.

However, when i reached, i was a bit excited, seeing so many people rushing into the entrance cause it was already time (8.30pm). The hall was packed with youths from different churches. So, i took my seat beside YY. As usual, before we start, we stood up, held our hands n prayed.
Then, one after another youth walked up to the stage in front of us, from behind.
wow. i couldnt remember what the first song was, but it surely rocks ! everyone rushed to the front, right in front of the performers on stage. The space behind was deserted.
I could see all of them jumping and jumping, with ' hands punching the air'. hehe. the performers n guitarists were all jumping too. it was really cool n rock. Most of the songs are nice, from the rock to the slow ones. 2 of the songs i like the most are 'One Desire' and 'One Way Jesus'. Now i know the reason my friends love One Way Jesus. After we sang the last song, everyone shouted 'encore'. So, we had another,but last one, 1 Way Jesus again ! whoa. nice.

The feelings were really great. There is one kind of 'feeling' when i sang those songs. It makes us reached out our hands, eyes closed n relax. I never had that feeling before in church during our worships. To feel the presence of the Lord with us.
Sometimes the songs can help me to feel 'lighten' or something like 'lifted up' whenever i have problems in my mind.
The concert was worth it. foc somemore. hehe. this concert took place a yr ago. my first experience. =)
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Proverbs 12:25, "...Worry weighs a person down; an encouraging word cheers a person up."

Proverbs 27:10, "...Never abandon a friend- either yours or your father's. then in your time of need, you wont have to ask your relatives for assistance. it's better to go to a neighbour than to a relative who lives far away."

2 Corinthians 1:4, "...He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us."

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We sang Amazing Love in church this morning. for last few days i kept bumping into this song on the web's blogskins n it turned out to be one of the songs in our worship. It is a very nice song. we learnt bout Kindness today. and i think this is a nice sentence to share. Small things done with great Love build bridges into darkened lives.

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I had a great time last night (fri,may 19th) at the youth meeting. it was so much fun. n that was also my first youth meeting i attended. hehe. i join a cell group meeting on fri night too. but it is quite far away from my house (takes bout 20 mins drive). another reason i usually skip cell meeting is cause my parents dont allow me to go for a long-distant drive alone without the sun's company. geez...and also my all time fav tv sitcom is at 10.45pm ! F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Final season le !! i've been following this series for more than 4 yrs already n now ill miss the final season ? oh no.... it's so hard to resist. cell meeting normally ends at 10.40pm.

hmm... so, at first i thought i was gonna be home again on fri night. but hehe...looks like God has a plan for me already. hehe.
ish. my hp was ringing, but it was downstairs. when i got hold of it, the call hang up. who called ? 1 missed call ...... oh.... Pastor ? he said tonight there will be a youth meeting... n it's only behind my house ! a new Christian neighbour just shifted into my housing area. whoa. did God just transfer the youth meeting from chai leng park to raja uda ?
oOops. with God everything is possible. =)

> Matthew 19:26, "...humanly speaking, it is impossible. but with God everything is possible " <
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[" dRoWniNg ]

swImmIng ?? oH nOoo !~ the memory that I had bout swimming was freaking me out. I can say that I was traumatised by the incident. It was a long, long time agO... but I've just remembered the incident after watching Da Vinci code ... (young Tom Hanks in the well, remember?) Well, I've never gone near a well before. hehe.

I was alone, playing with water in the small pool. My parents weren't somewhere nearby. After small pool, I discovered an even smaller pool hidden under umbrellas. haha. There were many people resting around it. Dont know what strucked my mind at that time la. The only thing I remembered was, I ran & jumped !
oH.... it did look small enough, but the 'body' wasnt. Damn it. My little, undersized legs could not touch any concrete ground. Sinking !! To jump & to sink. hmm... i couldnt remember much, since I was only around primary 3 (if im not mistaken). There is no one who can come to my help. The only thing that i can thk of in a moment like this, is, 'God,pls help me! '.
The next thing I knew, I was floating up n sinking down for many times. I didnt even have a chance to scream 'help'. Amazing enough, my right hand touched a handle. I reached it, hold on tight to it and pulled myself out. cause if there is a handle, there will be the stairs too.

Sometimes incidents like this kept us thinking for awhile. it sure was scary.
When there is nothing more u can do at the moment u thk will be the end of everything, there is one way out. Close your eyes, think of Him. Pray.
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da..da..da..vinci code ?although i dont quite understand the storyline, there was one part that touched me so much. at the ending, Robert(tom hanks) told Sophie one thing he did. He recalled bout the moments in the well. n he said...the only thing that he did was pray. That had kept him alive for so long in the well. =)
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Sometime early 2004, I gave my name to aunty Grace. She is our Sunday school s leader. So, from that day onwards, ill be a helper in Sunday sch. My duty is about once a month. When I first started, I was a stranger to every kid n so are the kids to me. Well, I can say that I m not good in socializing with new friends. Usually ill be sitting at a corner n will only lend a hand when I m needed. Or else, u will see me yawning away n 'morning-dreaming'. Hehe.

Haih...then I told myself...maybe I ll just wait. Making new friends needs time. Ok lo...so I waited n waited. Guess how long already...??
Ok, one night, the night before I was on duty the next day, I prayed. Haha. It was the very first time I prayed for my duty in sun sch. Cause, I ve finally decided to quit the job. I juz cant take it anymore. I know this duty I am taking is also serving the Lord. But I want to serve Him with a sincere feeling. N not to try to console myself every time before my duty. Hope u get wat I mean. There must be the joy, interest n passion in a task we wanna handle. Okla, so I told Him...just let me enjoy my duty tmr. I really wish to continue if I can just have a chance to communicate with the kids during their lessons.

=) most of the kids came to me n talked to me. Few of them made me laughed with their funny characters. Oh...hmm...a good sign huh? After that I did continue...until now. I get to sing-along with them; listen to their 'never-ending' stories, share their thoughts, colouring pictures together and the most important point here is that now I get to serve God and His children too. There is the 'family feeling' inside it. To pray n ask God for help are important. This is the main point I learnt here. All I need to do is just one simple prayer. N it took me almost one year to do that. # )

>> James 5:16, "...The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power & wonderful results".


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brennan & phillip, whom i got to know during the x'mas play !
God has added few more good friends into my friend's list ! =D
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Oh...Xmas is around the corner. A few of my church members asked me to join the Xmas play...but hmm...I rejected. Actually, the reason is, I m not very close to those who took part in the play. Although I've attended this church for like, more than 2 yrs now...my conversations with the youths are just 'Hi, how are u?' and 'bye'. So, I wanted to avoid from taking part, but they urged me to.
Okla...nvm. No harm trying. I'll be singing for the Lord, n I can't just run away just because I m afraid I don't have friends to talk to during the practices.

=) during my first practice, I still remember, a guy named Phillip sat beside me n introduced himself. Hehe. He's definitely one friendly person. Hmm...then from him, I get to know another friend, Brennan. Not bad, not bad. Soon, there was this little girl who had to stand in front of me for the play. She's one sweet, adorable girl, yet noisy at times. # ) but it's nice. Without her, the play wont be fun. Since she's only 9 yrs old...aiyah. Close one eye la. By the way, her name is Denise. Haha. She always makes us laugh cause she's talkative. very cute.
From Denise, I got to know her younger sis, Joy. Oh, another person. Joanne. Jessica, her elder sis is close to me, but I never talked to Joanne before. Weird. Guess I just seldom notice her when I attend church. There are always too many people walking n talking. Joanne was supposed to stand beside me for the play (on my left). Another young girl was also beside me on my left, Yee Jia.

Geez...im abit confused now. Wow...can anyone notice what's going on here? During every practice, we chit chat, talk craps, played tricks n laughed. How enjoyable it was, I must say. That is how a stranger becomes a friend. Isn't it wonderful?

I must say, that was the best Xmas gift God has given me. A circle of friends. I ve never celebrated Xmas in church before, and now I m participating in a play with so many friends. It makes me realized one thing. Sometimes, when God is trying to help us, we dont realize it...n we keep pushing the 'help' away cause of fear or certain factors. Just trust in Him n He will lead the way for us...

>> Genesis 26:24 , "Do not be afraid for i am with u n will bless u "
>> Proverbs 20:24 , "How can we understand the road we travel? It is the Lord who directs our steps "
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