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Friday, November 30

thur, 29/11/07

i slept a LOT today...

so nothing much happened.

played badminton with my lil bro in the evening at our porch. lazy wanna play basketball, as i have to drive to the court.

not sure of the plans i have for tmr. really wanna go out talk talk, but then... aih, lazy la. why cant i cycle or just walk if i wanna meet a fren? everyone stays so far away.

really geram la......dont have the mood to blog. so geram. ish. so so wanted to play a full song with guitar, but i never seemed to improve my guitar skills. hate it so much. it's really testing my patience. is there someone who can sit down beside me, to teach me... just once will do. aih.

been thinking whether to attend church this sunday. most of my frens have left the church now. there are some people i dont like to see. some are just ......aih. people. u know. feel that a few are hypocrits. they love to ask the same old questions. i just dont like people to force me into doing something i dont like. but it's just so hard to give the same excuses.

couldnt find that Umbrella song either. i dont want jay z singing with her. why cant he leave her alone with the song? it sounded much better without him, pls.

hope tmr's weather is good.

{ 1:20 AM }
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Wednesday, November 28

wed, 28/11/07

hey, today went to sunway mall. from 1 pm til 5pm. met cynthia there. hehe. so fun to chit chat with her in popular bookstore. she really can make me laugh. aha... i need these kind of frens to be around me or else my life will be very dull n lifeless. basically, she can talk bout everything, any topics..... n very funny somemore.

haha....

bought a christmas tree. so happy. the previous one at home was eaten by ants. eeww....those ants are really absurd la. hate them so much. even in my hostel room , they just cant seem to leave me! they cant leave me in peace.

then, walked past watsons. met a long lost fren. a malay girl. she was my next door neighbour... mum said hi n talked for awhile. she is only 22 this year. her mum passed away almost 3 years ago cause of diabetes. she told us wat she had to go through after her mum passed away. aih...

she told us that she, her younger bro n her dad went separate ways for more than a year. everything went haywire after her mum passed. it's sad to hear her story. her mum used to make laksa, karipap and lots of nice food for us when we were neighbours back then. it's really hard to believe what happened to her. aih.... she had to take care of her dad....do the housework n the cooking.

hmm.... it's very sad to hear these kind of stories. just like my cousins. one lost his dad to liver cancer and another lost his mum to heart attack. n they were all very young at that time. why are there so many deadly diseases these days. more n more people are dying at a young age these days. aih.

the other day i watched one of shah rukh khan's movies at my hostel. dont know what the title of the movie is, but it has a very very meaningful storyline, i must say. he went to a village n learnt about the sufferings of the poor people. a kid had to run all around selling drinks at the railway station when the train arrives. so sad to see that. aih. i was watching with a malay girl.....n i couldnt help it, so a few tears streamed down my cheeks. aih.....very touching ma.... and that girl who was sitting beside me saw me crying, n told my other frens bout it. aiyoh. so embarrassing la. ish.

sometimes, been thinking of helping out in orphanage or the old folk's homes, but it's not easy la. my parents definitely wont allow me to go over to penang alone, doing all these by myself. just have to wait for few more years.

i wanna practise playing that song dee.....my dad taught me how just now. aiyah, why la i so stupid one. never thought it is actually so simple.

oh, just now we set up the Xmas tree.... hehe. tmr snap the pic let u see, k... too bad no Snowman. love it so much. wanted to buy one, but kinda expensive.

muaX ~

{ 11:47 PM }
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Tuesday, November 27

mon, 26/11/07

woke up at 11.30am. whoa. had a real good sleep. then taught lil bro maths.... aiyo.. had to raise my voice when teaching him. he's just always dreaming. then played basketball with him in taman bagan court. still under renovation. but there's some space where we can play half court. ahah...so fun. i beat him by 25 - 16. cool. had a good sweat.

played ps2 with him at night.... missed my csi las vegas. aiyah. totally forgot bout it. it's kinda late now.... wanna write u a post bout my roomate.

well, i gotta say im very grateful to have her as my roomate. so far, everything's fine with us. we are very frank with each other. we shared some personal problems too. she's ok la. i mean, im satisfied with her so far. she can make me laugh. really. i feel that she's a very funny girl. especially the way she talks. she finds me weird for laughing at the things she said. n for her funny character too..... she can fall asleep on the table or chair while reading. it's damn funny. i even secretly took a few pics of her sleeping. aih. really miss her during holiday.

ahaha.... the other day she was too tired. so she slept like this... i had to cover her with blanket n put a pillow beside her. she's so cute la. aih.

when we 're bored in the evening or at night, we used to go 'dating' at the rooftop of our hostel block. thats what we called it.... dating. aha. we can see people playing tennis from our rooftop. n enjoy the wind.

all in all, im glad God made her my roomie. am really thankful lo...

we have been roomates for more than a year ady...

some of my frens have lots of problems or didnt even communicate with their roomie at all. i cant imagine how dull that will be if that happens to me. but, the truth is, u just gotta tolerate, give n take , n try to understand her character. that helps in accepting her bad attitudes. i always believe that, when u treat a person good, she ll treat u the same way in return. but of course, never expect too much. u can never expect them to be like the frens whom u grow up with.

{ 12:37 AM }
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Monday, November 26

Mon, 26/11/07

thx chrissie for sending me these pix...very cute with meaningful words....

{ 7:45 PM }
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finally im home. home sweet home. just so happy to be home, especially after exam. =)

get to see my lil bro...who has grown so much taller by the way. =(
well, i should be happy for him that he's now taller than me. anyhow, guys are better looking with a good height.
so nice to hug him to sleep at night. hehe. still so manja and cute.
when is he gona grow up la, i wonder.....hmm.

came back, makan nando. went auto city n the international lantern festival is still there. so bright with all the lights hanging around.

then went prangin the next day. was supposed to go on sat, but whole bridge was jammed. even the ferry too. so fun to shop...after so so long stuck in that hostel room. gonna go crazy if i stayed for another month. hehe. seriously.

then started to change a new blogskin n continued with the editing process, which was like.....whoa....so tiring staring at the laptop. but am satisfied with the outcome.

so many stories to tell......but first, gotta have a good sleep. will write u a story a day. =)

God was with me through all my ups n downs for this sem, which just ended. am grateful He was always there in my heart to make me stronger n pulled me up when i nearly fall...

what else to say...? God is good, all the time ~ muaX~

{ 1:54 AM }
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