Monday, July 27
today everything went well. =)
monday aint that bad after all if we stay positive. haha. yea, easy to say, i know.
i had to answer calls at call centre. well, it isnt an easy task u see. many are afraid to be placed there. anyhow, my other trainings are postponed for few days. there is a buddy beside me, guiding me on the terms and the use of the systems.
still, everytime i hear a ring, ill go kelam kabut then my mind would go astray and couldnt focus well. haha. im bit slow. i need to listen to the agents' enquiries as well as reading the information from the dekstop screen. the hardest part is still handling the system cause there are a few links for me to view all the information saved inside the system. it isnt easy to explain the whole process here.
but today, after lunch, i really had to be brave and have more confidence in doing things without depending on senior. cause she got irritated a few times when i forgot which link to look into when people call.
im glad things went well. and the lesson i learnt today is, to be able to have the courage to face difficulties and not to avoid or run away. it just wont help and will only torture myself in the end. haha. well, i answered almost 80 calls today. yiPpiE ! ~ =D
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Sunday, July 26
i woke up today feeling so down. >.<
i wish i know what is bothering me. there are so many things in my mind now. yet, i cant find any answers for all my questions. we just shouldnt question too much. haha.
there are things which i wish i could say it out loud, so that ppl will know whats bothering me and can provide me with answers i want to hear. the feeling of emptiness and loneliness will always trigger our brain to think and think..... haha.
life feels so empty sometimes when we are lonely. there are alot of things we wish we could have. but in life, we just cant have the best of everything, can we ?
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Saturday, July 25
time to updte my blog. yea... nothing much to update. whats there to talk abt work ?
work is boring. ahhaa. not many would enjoy working life.
i wake up at 6.30am every morning. leave house at 7.15 am. reaches office car park at 8 am. thats the routine from monday until friday. haha. weekends is boring too.
time passes so fast until i dont even know where am i now and what am i doin also. everything is just moving too fast tht we lost track sometimes.
last week, one morning i woke up and it was already middle of july. then i realised tht i hav been working for more than a month. something strikes my mind then. am i following my job so far... wow. i got panicked. i learnt so many new things everyday and the input was so much till im confused at some point. aih. anyway, the training is getting harder now. getting worried at some point. aih. @.@
today i had a long conversation wif agnes. i even saved our conversation. haha. cos it was just too meaningful. there is a sentence ill alwy remember : a true friendship can be seen when two person grows separately but never grows apart.
how meaningful. haha. and i now realised tht im such a sensitive person towards everything. i need to be more open when mixing wif frens in a community. im alwys pressured by the crowd everywhere i go. seriously, i ought to stop this from going on. otherwise, ill end up screwing things up n losing frens around me. take things easy is the best principle i guess. however, it's a human nature to be worried about things. cause we are trying to protect ourselves from getting hurt or end up disappointed when nothing comes out from our expectations. i find it hard to be firm with our thoughts and principles. i wish i could, but it is still hard though.
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